Dooms day

It was a living nightmare.
I was standing in the middle of a field.
It was wide, dry and yellow.
It was more like the beach with sand but no seas. No coastline but the horizon line was clear. It was flat, no hills and no mountains.
No water, just sand and the people around.

Sand, the grains got stuck into the cuticles of my toes. The softness and the warmth as i rest my cracked heels on the sandy ground was somehow soothing.
The heat, the sweat secreted from my skin.
No wind was blown, it was a complete silence.
I was lost in translation, full of questions and fear. Did not know what i was afraid of. One thing for sure, the only thing i knew for certain was the fact that EVERYONE was staring at one thing in the sky.

I stopped gazing at a circular thing in the sky and took a moment to look at everybody. They had fright in their eyes and they were as confused as I was. But nobody trembled and nobody cried. There was not any smile and glee from their eyes. It was confusing so I gazed back into the sky.

The circular thing, yes that circular thing. Round and big, red with blazes. It was moving down slowly. It was more like the sun but it was also like a shooting star at a very low speed.
I did not know what it was so i made an assumption. It was a big a deal and I assumed that it was a shooting star. I closed my eyes and made a wish. Thought of the words from people "Make a wish when u see a shooting star, soon your wish will come true ", and so i did.
I asked my self and wished "Will I go to heaven, please?". I opened my eyes and noticed that the star stopped. It did not continue its way to set in the horizon line like sunset neither did it disappear like a shooting star. It in fact moved right back up as if it was informing "No dear, you won't go to heaven". I was shocked, a very 'great' shock. I got myself bursting into tears in an instant. I was shaking and VERY TERRIFIED. My legs, lucky i managed to stay standing. Then I asked "Well then will I go to hell?" and yes, IT CAME RIGHT BACK DOWN EXACTLY LIKE A SHOOTING STAR! GOSH!

So it was OBVIOUSLY telling me "Yes you are going to hell, dear".
I CRIED MY EYES OFF and fell. I was not able to feel anymore, my legs and my hands. It felt like i was a living corpse.
The situation then became very chaotic and hectic. All the people was screaming and running around like animals. The sun exploded and a massive meteor shower.
The fire balls showering the land, aiming at people like cannon balls.
There were blazes everywhere, people running around with burning faces. Some of them shouted, crying out "Allahu Akbar!". Some also shouted "Anjing anjing anjing!". One by one everyone died. Torn clothes and torn flesh, i saw the whole thing and i kept crying.
I was safe somehow but i was still there and then I woke up. It was all a dream.
It was a warning for me and it changed my point of view.
From that night on, i had decided to be the girl that I am today.